In Memorial Of Our Little Lilybums
Lily, my beautiful Angel, I hope you don't think about us anymore., I hope you're happy wherever you are... But I need to say how much I love you and need you. I was teriffied of having a baby so young, and when you came, you lit up my entire existence. Everything about you was so amazing, so special and wonderful. Its still not sunk in that i'll never see you again. I'l never clap your feeties together or suck your chin. you loved that. and i miss you like im missing my soul. My soul has been ripped fom my body and I cant function without you. I hate being in this house now. I wake up every day and think, where is she? I see your pictures and get so angry at the world. Its not fair, we didnt know this could happen to 6 month olds. So cruel. Im glad we've got your memory box though. Precious parts of you we CAN keep forever. all the photos, which are painful but somehow comforting too. I will find you again one day baby girly. I promise I will see you again. You just got there before we did. I love you forever sweet sweet Lily. Goodnight bumblebaby.
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Phew this doesn't get easier even after all this time. I can't believe that my baby girl would be seven this year, seven! Sophie is coming up five now and she's changed so so much since she was a baby I can't imagine how you would be... It scares me. In our hearts you're forever our little tiny Lilybums, five months old. I bet you'd be so cheeky now, and I bet Sophie would idolise you. God I really wish you were here. Sophie knows all about you and always says "Mam I miss Lily" even though she wasn't a twinkle in my eye when you passed away. Its funny because I know your little sister loves you. How can she? But she does...I don't know, I just love you so much and I still hurt when I think of you. I cry when I see this page still and I try to be strong but I still dream and pretend in my head sometimes that you never went away, and how life would be with you both. If only. I love you angel. I love you. I'll be with you one day again xxxxxxxxxxx
Lit by Amy Bendall on 21st March 2014
Hello precious girl. I have been thinking of you today, and looking through some pictures. Cant believe how much time has gone by since I held you last. Cant believe how old your sister is and how much I still wish you never went away. Im always wondering what it would be like if you were with us now. How you and Sophie would be together. I miss you so much sweetheart, I love you to the ends of the earth and i just want to kiss you and give you a warm lovely cwtch. I miss you so much. Your sister asked me where you are the other day, wheres big lily she said. I hope you are looking down and watching her grow and knowing that she loves you too beautiful girl. Sleep happily and in sweet peace, we are living without you, but not because we want to angel. I love you forever and ever until I can be your mammy again. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Lit by Amy Bendall on 27th November 2011
beautiful baby Lily
Lit by Kelly Darraghq on 19th May 2010