Phew this doesn't get easier even after all this time. I can't believe that my baby girl would be seven this year, seven! Sophie is coming up five now and she's changed so so much since she was a baby I can't imagine how you would be... It scares me. In our hearts you're forever our little tiny Lilybums, five months old. I bet you'd be so cheeky now, and I bet Sophie would idolise you. God I really wish you were here. Sophie knows all about you and always says "Mam I miss Lily" even though she wasn't a twinkle in my eye when you passed away. Its funny because I know your little sister loves you. How can she? But she does...I don't know, I just love you so much and I still hurt when I think of you. I cry when I see this page still and I try to be strong but I still dream and pretend in my head sometimes that you never went away, and how life would be with you both. If only. I love you angel. I love you. I'll be with you one day again xxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 21st of March 2014 and will burn for 89 years 10 months and 15 days.