Lily, my beautiful Angel, I hope you don't think about us anymore., I hope you're happy wherever you are... But I need to say how much I love you and need you. I was teriffied of having a baby so young, and when you came, you lit up my entire existence. Everything about you was so amazing, so special and wonderful. Its still not sunk in that i'll never see you again. I'l never clap your feeties together or suck your chin. you loved that. and i miss you like im missing my soul. My soul has been ripped fom my body and I cant function without you. I hate being in this house now. I wake up every day and think, where is she? I see your pictures and get so angry at the world. Its not fair, we didnt know this could happen to 6 month olds. So cruel. Im glad we've got your memory box though. Precious parts of you we CAN keep forever. all the photos, which are painful but somehow comforting too. I will find you again one day baby girly. I promise I will see you again. You just got there before we did. I love you forever sweet sweet Lily. Goodnight bumblebaby.