Hiya chubbers. I am so sorry for not writing for ages. it seems to get harder, it makes me remember. I saw Jaia the other day, god it hurts to see her walking. shes so beautiful, but I can't stop thinking how you would be now, learning to walk and munching everything probably. I miss you so much my perfect baby. I love you forever and I just want to leave here and come and get you. I feel like I failed you. You will always be here with me and daddy, but nothing has a point because I cant hold you anymore or kiss your perfect fuzzy little head. I miss you so much and it wont go away. You were the making of us darling girly. Love you to the ends of the universe forever and ever my sweet Lily-dumpling. goodnight babba xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 10th of June 2008 and will burn for 84 years and 22 days.