Hello bundle bums. I hope you are safe. I hope C is looking after you for us. Daddy is sorry he hasn't wrote. He is hurting too much yet baby girly. We love you so much my precious angel. Why has this happened? I just want you in my arms, your lovely soft little cheeks, and your chubby fingers. I need you. I wish I could be with you. I hope that when my time comes I can find you again, and hold you and watch you grow like I should have. Kierons put a special dreamcatcer on your tree. It was mine once, and I gave it to Kieron while you were still in my belly. It reminds me of you laughing at the one in the bedroom. I feel so guilty. Why couldn't I protect you from this. Im sorry darling angel. Im sorry. I just want to see you again. The pain isnt going away. Just sleep well, in the knowledge that you are adored by all of us. Have a cwtch (cuddle) from me and daddy. We love you so so very much.
This candle was first lit on the 26th of April 2008 and will burn for 83 years 11 months and 7 days.